Wednesday, December 31, 2008
New Year's Eve
I think everyone is out, but here i am sleeping at home..sigh:( i am tired. Spending the New Years eve at home is boring. Can someone please as me out???? :(
Its gonna be 2009 soon, it has been a very happening year for me. Many things happen, and people came and left. This year also let me experience things that i nv experience and see before. Making me go through alot of things, mostly sadness i think. Made me think alot too. Wanting to move on, but i dun think i can, these memories are just too diffcult to forget. And these will just be kept deep inside, following me to the new year. So my new year will not be as new and good. sigh....And i think i am gonna give this year's countdown a miss, sad though but i think i will not have the mood either. It will just make me think more, more of him.
I would like to spend it with you, only you.....can i?
I think everyone is out, but here i am sleeping at home..sigh:( i am tired. Spending the New Years eve at home is boring. Can someone please as me out???? :(
Its gonna be 2009 soon, it has been a very happening year for me. Many things happen, and people came and left. This year also let me experience things that i nv experience and see before. Making me go through alot of things, mostly sadness i think. Made me think alot too. Wanting to move on, but i dun think i can, these memories are just too diffcult to forget. And these will just be kept deep inside, following me to the new year. So my new year will not be as new and good. sigh....And i think i am gonna give this year's countdown a miss, sad though but i think i will not have the mood either. It will just make me think more, more of him.
Can 2008 not end so fast? :(
Anyway, i just hope the others will have a happy year ahead. New Year and a new start for all of you:DI would like to spend it with you, only you.....can i?
what we could have been, 5:49 PM.
