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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New Year's Eve

I think everyone is out, but here i am sleeping at home..sigh:( i am tired. Spending the New Years eve at home is boring. Can someone please as me out???? :(

Its gonna be 2009 soon, it has been a very happening year for me. Many things happen, and people came and left. This year also let me experience things that i nv experience and see before. Making me go through alot of things, mostly sadness i think. Made me think alot too. Wanting to move on, but i dun think i can, these memories are just too diffcult to forget. And these will just be kept deep inside, following me to the new year. So my new year will not be as new and good. sigh....And i think i am gonna give this year's countdown a miss, sad though but i think i will not have the mood either. It will just make me think more, more of him.

Can 2008 not end so fast? :(

Anyway, i just hope the others will have a happy year ahead. New Year and a new start for all of you:D

I would like to spend it with you, only you.....can i?

what we could have been, 5:49 PM.

Class Chalet

Had a 3 day 2 night class chalet and it was very fun, i love it. All thanks to the organisers and the HA rians co- operation( those who went) :D Thanks!!!

Day 1
Arranged to meet Tofus at JE mrt but saw the others too, so we waited for all to come before proceeding to pasir ris. Reached the chalet at abt 1 plus 2 i think although we are supposed to reached at 12.30..hee:P When we saw thwe bungalow, i was like WOW, its very beautiful and big, how i wish it was my house..hehe:P Went in and settled down, and the girls took the master bedroom:D It was spacious. After that, we slacked ard and discuss our grp performance. And my grp did a skit on bonding..hehe:) After the performance it was otot. Some of us went out to have our dinner at Elias Mall, then went back after that. I played mahjong with Daryl and his friends, some went for night cycling and some went for night walk, when they came back there were many stories..hehe:p At abt 6 we went to see the sunrise. Was very anxious to see it, but was kinda disappointed because we could only see part of it:(:(:(:( I am not satisfied...sob sob:(
Didn't sleep until abit 9 plus i think, took a short nap, and that i got a headache..sigh

Day 2
We had our games and performance. Although it was tiring, becos of running ard, but it was fun. And it is a very god team building game. And poor Nani vomited, becos of the drinks. And our grp did great, everyone worked together to finish the game and my grp was the first to finish...Yeah!! :P
Went to wash up and prepare for the second part of the programme and the BBQ:) That was the Beauty Pageant and Ugly Duckling. Had a lot of fun and laughter. Ms Hameiza and her family, Ms Wen, Ms Saadiah, Ms Deon, Mr Francis, Mr Elvin came to our BBQ and were our judges. Its BBQ time after the judging were over. Heard that the food was nice. But i was having a bad headache and feel like vomiting so didn't eat. Wasted:( Played with the two cute boys, Ms Hameiza's sons. They were so active, running ard. They were so happy running around..taking care of them is tiring, really tiring, but fun and i like it..hee:P After a while the lecturers left and Mr Francis came back to have a round of mahjong with us, abit funny cos playing with lecturer...haha:P Played till 1 plus and he went back. Wanted to watch the Dark Knight but i didn't becos i was kinda sleepy. Then decided to sleep at 3. Didn't get to watch the sunset :(:(:( I am not happy:(

Day 3
Woke up at 7 and wash up, pack everything into my bag. Had to check out at 9, so damn early. Everything was settled just before 9. Left the chalet and went to have our breakfast-cum-lunch (for me)hehe:p After that mrted back home:)
These 3 days were very fun and i felt abit sad when we were leaving, if we can have more days there it would be better:)hee. I am glad that we bonded and everyone enjoyed themselves, can we have another chalet? hehe:P I will miss the 3 days the class spent during this chalet:)
My tears just rolled down again when you left
I just can't






My group's(1) skit

Group 4's singing 'Lucky'
Group 2 singing
Our Judges (Clement, Ahmad and Jena)
Waiting...
Thought of you
Thinking
Its beautiful...
I love it...
:(:(:(:(:'(:'(:'(
Photoshoot of our chick

In the process...
The chick and hunk of group 1
The Ugly Duckling
Enjoying the show
Too engross...hehe:p
Isn't he cute...hee
The contestants

The Wakanabes
Oh my, censored
HA, see ya next monday!! :D
Ok i am feeling so sleepy now
I will quit smoking after today
Byeee

what we could have been, 1:02 PM.
Monday, December 29, 2008

Its chalet today

Yipeeeee!!! Its chalet today le, finally..hehe:D I can't wait to get there:p

To Juan,
Congrats to you and Jm, he is one good guy, wait for u so long le..hehe:P be happy tgt ok? Hee:D I am happy for the both of u:D <3

Will be back 3 days later...

Byeee

what we could have been, 11:26 AM.
Sunday, December 28, 2008

Fun time

Wohoooo!!! Its chalet tml le...yeah yeah!!!hehe:P Finally its here:D
Haven finish pacing my bag yet, will do it tml..hehe, last minute:P And my bag is heavy:( Never mind..hee.
I am so gonna enjoy, hope i will be able to see the sunset and sunrise. I have waited for so long, someone made a promise to watch it with me but didn't in the end, and till now i have not done so.

Ok so lets all enjoy this chalet as a class:D:D:D:D I miss all of them..hee:P

i haven been able to find the whole series of Twilight novel, i only managed to find one today and i bought it cos i can't wait..hehe:P Hope i can find the others:)

Byeee

what we could have been, 10:04 PM.
Saturday, December 27, 2008

Quizzy Time



1. Who's the person who tag you?
- David

2. Relationship between you and him?
- Classmates

3. Three impressions of him
- Loud, crazy and nice

4. If he becomes your enemy, you will?
- I will die..hehe (but thats not gonna happen)

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
- Secret (ILY)

6. Characteristics thst you like about yourself?
- I dunnoe:P

7. Characteristics that you hate about yourself?
- Too quiet sometimes

8. For the person whom you hate, what will you say?
- Stay away from me!! I dun wan to see you, I hate you!!

9. What do people feel about you?
- I am not sure about that

10. Your crush?
- Hmmmm...erhem lor:P

11. Write down 10 people name

1.Ruby
2.Jena

3.Vicky
4.Rebecca
5.Ayu
6.Sihah
7.Juan
8.Chan
9.David
10.Qing hao

12. If 5 and 7 were together?
- I dun think so :P

13. Who does 5 like?
- Bandung lah..hehe:P

14. What colour does 9 like?
- Purple

15. Say something about 8
- Forgetful

16. Who is 2?
- My galfriend, Tofus

17. Talk about 3
- Hmmm...gong:p

18. Who is 10's best friend?
- I am not sure

19. Who is the sexist among all 10?
- 1.Ruby

20. What colour does 4 like?
- eh i dunnoe leh

21. Is 4 single?
- Yup

22. Your relationship with 1?
-My galfriend

23. Are 5 and 6 best friend?
- Good friends

24. 9's surname?
- Wong

25. 7's nickname?
- Bamboo stick

26. Say something to 8
- Hi Youcan :P

27. Say something to help 9
- I dunnoe what to say:P

28. Who does 1 admire?
- Senpai

29. Where does 1 live?
- Queenstown

30. Say something to 6 when you see her
- I miss you darling

31. 10's spouse?
- Jena Tan



what we could have been, 10:32 PM.

Christmas Party
26 Dec 08

Yesterday was a fun day. In the afternoon, Tofus, Sihah, Nani, Ahmad, Sam, Zaki and Qh went to watch Twilight. And the movie is damn nice, gonna watch it the second time if there's a chance. Becos Robert Pattinson is damn handsome and hot, seriously hot!...hehe:P Esp his eyes, they are very mersmerizing. The movis is sweet and romantic.

After the movie we went to Mr Francis house for the party. Mrted to pasir ris, its damn far ok, and we waited so long for the bus. After that still have to find his block...haha:P Reached there about 7 plus, not many were there and Ms Hameiza, her husband and her twins were also there, they are soooooooo cute, want to bring them home..hee:P I think the food was quite nice, not sure cos i never eat..haha:P We stayed outside most of the time, talk talk and erhem..haha:P I missed all the Ha rians lah, but too bad Huixian and Adlina couldn't make it:( Took many pics too. We tofus also exchanged our presents. I really loved the presents, the piglet, the star mecklace, the card and everything!!! Thank you Tofus<3

After that me and Ruby stayed outside to chat while the others watched the nonya show, then we left at 10 plus. Mrted back again, and i missed my last bus, just by a few minutes only, so i have to cab home:(:(:(:( Waste $$$$$. Really enjoyed the whole day with my classmates:D Yea Yea!! <3

27 Dec 08

Went to Jurong Point and Ikea with my parents, aunty and my cousin. Bought a lot of things...happy sia..haha:P Walking ard Ikea was very fun, many things to see and all the things are so cute and nice. I bought a star shaped hanging light, love it so much. Gonna hang it in my room, but provided that my sis and my bro-in-law move out, hope they will soon. Then i will have the roon to myself...haha. and i will decorate it..hee:P:D After the whole day of shopping, we went to eat and home sweet home. Now my aunt and my cousin is still at my house...talking abt the old times..hehe:P

Two more days to class chalet...Wohoo!!!!!!!!!!!! :D faster faster, i can't wait..hehe:P
Hope it will be fun, gonna play and drink and ...without worries..hehe:P
After chalet i will quit. Its gonna be the last:) Ruby and Jena also ar..hehe:P

Ok here are some of the pics i took at Francis house


Me and Serene
Me and Zaki
Me and Vicky

Me and Atiqah
Me and Ayu
Me and Daryl Me and Sharifah
Me and Sam
Me and Ahmad
Me and Ruby
Daryl and Daryl (hahaha)
Me and Mimi
Me and Sihah
Isn't he cute?
Byeee

what we could have been, 9:32 PM.
Thursday, December 25, 2008

What is Christmas without you

Went to my aunt's house just now for Christmas, many went and its kinda like a gathering for our family too..hee:) We ate and played some card games.. My uncle played a video of my grandfather's 87th birthday party, its like 8 years ago and i am just 10..haha. Its been so long since i saw my grandparents face, becos both of them passed away a few years ago le..very happy that we are able to see the video and everyone laughed when we saw each other faces..hahahaha:P

Then we sat down watch Mama Mia and Bee Gees concert, all their songs all so nice, oldies are the best..hee::P Received 2 presents frm my aunt, so good...hee:D And i loved the present very much<3

I can't wait for tml to come, movies movies movies agin..yeah!!!! Finally can watch Twilight le, and with so many ppl, i loved it:D See ya guys tml :D

Will Santa grant my wish?

Byeee

Its different without you by my side, how i wish you were there.
I miss you



what we could have been, 7:59 PM.

Its Christmas!!

Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas!!! :D

Its Christmas alreadi...yeah!! :D

Went to vivo just now, was actually meeting Ayu Vicky and Jena only, but in the end Ahmad, Zaki, Nani, Sehah and David oso came. Met someone first then treated him lunch..happy ar? haha:P You still owe me one ar, i wan Marche:P After the others came we went to have dinner and then lepak at sky garden. Wanted to go catch the last bus at 11.30 but in the end, after countdown then leave the place..hehe:P

Just got home and its very late now but i am still not sleepy yet..hee:P Tml have to wake up early, hope i can:P

Byeee

I wish you were there with me
Just wanna say this to you, Merry Christmas
IMY and ILY...<3

what we could have been, 1:08 AM.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas Eve

Its Christmas Eve today and its gonna be Christmas tml, sooo fast..Yeah!!! hee:D I can't wait...hehe:P

Although its raining now, but its very windy, nice weather:D Going to vivo again later, go lepak again..hee:P Lucky dun have to work today :P

Can't wait for 26th too, cos a whole bunch of us are going for movies again..wohoo!! :D

Ok Byeee

What is Christmas without you here by my side

what we could have been, 11:39 AM.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008

他不爱我

他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近

他不爱我
说话的时候不认真 沉默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我 他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够干净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我 尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心

what we could have been, 10:39 PM.

I have a wish

It was the last day of work today, so fast:( Got our pay and took some photos before rushing home..hee:P Today's work was quite fun cos we were taliking and joking while doing and there were not much to do alreadi becos all of the orders are almost done.

And i dunnoe what came over me just now, when i was working, i heard this song and my eyes were filled with tears. This past few days i have been thinking of you, i dunno why, my whole mind is filled with you, just you.

I am so looking forward to our class chalet, its coming!!! heeD:D:D:D 6 more days to go, Yipee:P


I feel that someone has hacked into my msn acc...that time when i signed out and went to work, he told me that i am still online and some times my acc was signed in by another com. Dunnoe who is that idiot, nth to do. Gonna change my password.

Ok seriously dunnoe what the hell am i writing, i just can't focus. I am very tired and the headache is making it worse, someone help me please...i dunnoe wat to do, all i need is just one thing.

My parents is giving me more problems now, i am so fuxxxx up right now, peace, i wan peace please!!!

Byeee

Can you grant me my wish?
TC boy

what we could have been, 8:08 PM.
Monday, December 22, 2008

The stars are bright tonight

Went out with Juan and Chan today, went to Far East first. Bought my shoes and did my extension:) But the extension dun have the colour i wan:(..so i just chose a maroon colour one i think, cnt really see though and i should have put more..Nvm, after i cut my hair i will put new ones again anyway, just make do with this first..hee:P Then went to suntec city, and juan bought her things and i bought a watch too..hehe:D Chan's bf then came to pick us up and drove us back to batok...thanks ar..hee:D

Enjoyed ourselves today, and i took some pictures, the Christmas decorations in town are sooooooo beautiful, i love it..hee:D Will post the pics another day, its very late le. And i am working tml..Yeah!!! But have to go sleep early :( And it will be the last day of work le :(

When i was walking home just now i saw so many stars in the sky, they are so beautiful and are shining so brightly. The poolside area downstairs is a very good place for star gazing. Hee:D If i can sit there are gaze at the star with my love one, it will be so romantic..hehe:P

Byeee
All i want is You!

what we could have been, 11:13 PM.

Things come and go quickly

There are so many things i wanna do and buy, but no money, no time...sigh. There are so many movie i wanna watch too, Twilight, Yes Man, The Day the Earth Stood Still, Bolt, Angus,Thongs And Perfect Snogging, and many new and nice movies are coming up, omg..... Dun think i can even watch so many lah...haha.

This holiday passed very quickly, two more weeks before school reopens. And i was kinda reminded of somethings. I will just live my life as it is now, i can't force myself.

3 more days to Christmas, i hope to have a wonderful Christmas this year :D Yippeee!! :P

Going out ltr, gonna put extension again..hee:P And gonna buy my shoe too:D (if i have the money):P

I wanna buy the Twilight storybook series too!

Byeee


what we could have been, 11:08 AM.
Saturday, December 20, 2008

It's coming!!!

Almost bought everything alreadi, just short of one more present..hee:P I have been spending alot, and my first pay is gone:(:( These few days is just spending and spending non stop, i can die sia:( haha. But Chinese New Year coming soon le..hehe:P Got money le:P

Saw Kiam on the bus home, but he never see me..stupid shit lah he..haha:P Not working tml again...sigh:(

Boring...................................

Byeee

what we could have been, 11:48 PM.

That left me thinking

The weather is nice but my mood and feelings are not as nice.
I tried but its difficult
I cnt forget it completely, i think nobody can
It will just be kept locked up somewhere in my heart
Nobody will see
Nobody will know

My heart is still bleeding
I will hide it
deep inside my heart
Becos i know you will not care
You chose to walk away leaving me
But i will still choose to stay there
Becos i still can't move on no matter how hard i try

what we could have been, 12:43 PM.

Its a nice weather today

Bought quite alot of things today and spent lots of money too, but, all of it are not mine...so sad!!:(:( hehe...Then lepak at the skypark again..hee:D
The weather is damn nice today, verywindy, but i feel sooo cold..hehe:P and its Jena's birthday today!!!

Happy Birthday To You !!!
May all your wishes come true and i hope you will have a very wonderful and memorable 18th Birthday. Can buy 4D, watch M18 movies and buy ciggs openly le..haha:P Lao le, but dun anyhow ar..hehe:P Love you!! <3
Here's a birthday song for you...
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Jena/Mrs LJk,
Happy Birthday to you.
WOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA:P

Ok Byeee

Its just a IF, it won't happen


what we could have been, 12:23 AM.
Friday, December 19, 2008

I Tried

Hello, surprised to see me blogging here..hehe:P Becos i ponned work today:P I am just too shagged, days of wroking non stop and my sis solemisation ystd really tired me out. Really wanted to go to work today de, but this morning i really can't pull myself out of the bed, tried sleeping 10 mins more and wake up at 5.40 but still not enough so msged jena and say i not going to work le, and she too didn't go..hehe:P She's too tired le, good thing that you can have a rest today. Ya we are resting but not at home cos going out later:P

I really need to buy everyone's christmas presents, it will be Christmas in abt 5 days time le...sooo fast. And i dun have anyidea on what to buy...sigh...so fan:( Another thing, i just got my first pay, and its definitely not enough...agrhhh...hope nxt week i can squeeze some time out:) Shit i forgot, i am supposed to get my pay on mon, but we are having the service conference on mon..how how how?!?!?! :(:(:(:( AHHHHHHHHH!!! Have to see how things go first..sigh

I can't wait to watch Twilight!! Hee:P

Ok i will be leaving the house soon, hope it won't rain..hehe:P

Its gonna be the weekends soon, and one more week will be over, its really fast.

Ok Byeee

I hoped it never happened :(
And my greatest wish is that i can turn back the time



what we could have been, 2:52 PM.
Thursday, December 18, 2008

Happily Ever After

My sis got married today and the solemnisation ceremony was held at Yew Tee CC. So now i have a brother-in-law le..hehe:P The ceremony was delayed becos of a small problem so we went of with the tea ceremony first. My sis and my bro-in-law made some mistakes cos they didn't know exactly what to do, and it was funny..haha:P And me and my brother had to serve tea to the both of them, so paiseh lah, have to say brother-in-law, please have tea loudly, but i didn't say it loudly..haha:P I was asked to help out too, but i seriously dunnoe what to do, so i just stand by the side and help my sis keep the red packets and taking photos. And my bro say i suck at taking photos and i kinda agreed..hehe:P
After that they went on with the witnessing and signing of their certificate. Once its over, its photo taking time. Took quite a lot. Then we proceed to have our lunch, my sis did not hold a wedding dinner cos its too expensive and they want to keep it simple, so we went to gombak's CDANS chinese resturant to just have a simple lunch tgt. Ordered a 9 course meal and there were 4 tables, the food was quite nice:D After that we went to my grandma's place, me and my bro had to take a mrt there cos my daddy's car is full. And i saw Mira on the mrt..hee:D Went there and played mahjong:P Cos nobody play with my cousin so me and my bro acc him play..haha:P And i was feeling so sleepy while playing, my eyes are already closing lor...haha Then at 8 plus we headed home:D

Hope my sis and my brother-in-law will be happily married and saty happily ever after !!<3
Like fairytale sia..haha:P

Have been waking up so early these few days i think only after christmas then can sleep longer..sigh. Tml starting work again, more money..hehe:P This holi has been so busy, have to squeeze some time out to shop for christmas presents and go out with juan and chan, cos that time i missed the outing with them to sentosa becos of work:( Gonna take a day off..hehe:P

Here are some pics enjoy
ps. I am a bad photographer :P Hee

At Yew Tee CC
Tea Ceremony (Daddy and Mummy)
Helping my sis to put on the pendant my parents bought fot her :D
My bro serving tea :P
Exchanging of wedding bands

Signing of their marriage certificate
Witnesses's turn (guy's side)
My daddy's turn
Presenting cert to the couple
Officially married!!! :D

My sis with her sec and pri school friends
Ok thats all....
Byeee <3

what we could have been, 9:35 PM.

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