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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Lies

Lies lies lies...everything is just a lie. I did not expect u to even lie to mi even at the end...i am disappointed with you...Those words written in ur blog were not for me but for her... Although i never read abt tat part you wrote to her but i noe wat is it now. I wanted to believe you, believe tat u were telling the truth. But the truth is u still like her and is still thinking abt her...I was angry when i knew abt it, but wats the point, everything is over..fuck...one day u will know how it feels like to be lied to, even the one u like may be lying or keeping something frm u.. and i am sure u would hate it..very much...

Thinking back i feel so stupid..thought tat u will love n miss me very much. I am so so so wrong to think like tat..and very stupid too..haha. But now i won't be anymore, as i have seen through u..i cnt believe tat i have been foolishly thinking and missing you so much, and tat i love you so much when u are doing this to me...

Some things are better kept unsaid..

what we could have been, 2:57 PM.

Finally went to work yesterday...worked from 5 to close, was abit not used to it. Cos i didn't work for abt a week plus..haha. Anyway if i worked last week i confirm will not have the mood to work..haha, so luckily i never work..:P Krishnan was on shift ystd, worked with him for the third time only. And Danny and Sasi was also working. Abit sian, den the stupid sasi keep calling me darling dear, noisy man. Last time Agus, now Sasi..aiyo..luckily he not working today..haha:P Didn't have dinner last night, damn hungry lah..nearly had gastric again...stupid:P Lien will be back this week but will be working morning shift:(..i miss working with her...and my schedule was wrong, i told them i wan to work on mon tue n thur but they put mon tue and fri...i dun wan to work on fri leh..will be busy...gonna find someone to change with me...hehe:P Sasi say he will help mi tell Ceilo...:P Haha..working later oso but dunnoe working with who sia:(

Read Jena's post ystd and i nearly cried lah...so gan dong..hehe:P.. And seriously i dun blame any of them for keeping everything from me, as wat she say i won't believe them as i loved him very much and will not listen to them. So dun feel guilty ok?:) And its still unbelieveable tat you have been lying to me all this while...haisss...hope you will not do anything lyk tat anymore, pls treat all relationship seriously. Girls are not used to be played with, we are not a toy which u can use it to pass ur time with, gals should be doted on instead... If u love a gal because of her looks and u wan to show her off to ur frens bcos she is beautiful den its not true love... If u love someone u should love everything abt her..i hope it will get through u and stop deceiving urself....u jus love her for her looks...:Phaha...If everything was not a lie...but too bad, it is:(...haha...ok tats abt all today..byee..:D

what we could have been, 10:21 AM.

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