Tuesday, March 31, 2009

ONE more day. Results wil be out tomorrow..haha. Anxious but i wan to know soon..haha:P Have to stay home to wait for some technician becos of my tv tml, hope my parents will come home in time. Gonna have class outing tml, will be able to see all my classmates alreadi..yeahyeah:D:D These fews days will be quite busy till chalet..ok i am still sneezing away..wth-__-

SIX more days to chalet =D

Byeee

what we could have been, 11:06 PM.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

SICK =(

Having a fever now and sneezing non stop and stupid headaches are pestering me again...somebody help me. I dun wan to be sick!!! I hate it. No strength, no appetite, cnt sit still becos every part of me dun feel good and NO MEDICINE! Haha. How am i going to sleep tonight? sigh....:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

Bye

what we could have been, 9:00 PM.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Dreams?

Just a short one cos i have nothing to do now...haha:P
Went for lunch with my parents at IMM today, ate good food...hee:P And my daddy paid for my contacts, thank you!! Happy sia. The 3 pairs i bought last year lasted me till today ok, i am crazy, wearing expired contacts..but thats me, dun try talking me out of it, unless u are willing to supply me unlimited contact lens...hahahaha:P
My mummy made me laugh like crazy twice today, crap..hahah :) Wanted to go for a swim, but the weather gave me attitude, it was so hot then it rained the next min...wth-__-" But nvm Rebecca is coming tml..yeahyeah..haha:P I feel like a small kid:P Packed my room today too, so neat now..hee:P And i am back to my breaking dawn, like FINALLY!! hhaa:P

I have been thinking about the past these few days. My dreams, will it still be the same when i grow older, when i graduate...haha. I can't picture my future leh..hehe:D

I WANT MY DREAM PHONE!!! <3
But i dunnoe if its a good phone..hee:P

Byeee

what we could have been, 10:43 PM.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Counting down to the days...

Went for a swim finally today, with Jena and Rebecca. Have been waiting for this day for so long..haha:P Chat, swim and played in the pool..crazy man..haha:P See ya tml again ok Rebecca :D

8 more days to Results

8 more days to Class Outing

13 more days to Class Chalet

20 more days to School Reopen :(

There are so many things that i am looking forward to...But once everything ends, school will start, a new term starts and we will no longer be HA, but HK. I kinda hate it cos it doesn't sound like our class anymore:( But too bad we can't do anything about it..haha. I dunnoe how my results will be, but i am looking forward to receive my results. Dunnoe how i fare..Hee. Anyway hope to see my Ha-rians ssssooooonnnnnnnnn!!! <3

Ok today is just the first day..Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!! ☆

Byeee

what we could have been, 9:09 PM.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Coming Soon

Went for a movie with Jena and i seriously regretted it very much ok. All thanks to Jena for introducing this 'nice' movie..haha:P And i was stupid for not checking out what the movie was about. I swear i will never watch horror movies again. Jena, you can watch the 'Unborn' urself or find someone else to join u ok? hahahaha:P

Ok going back to my BBF..I am looking forward to monday!!! :D

Byeee

what we could have been, 11:24 PM.

Friday, March 20, 2009

The Holidays

Have been real busy this first week of the holidays, have been going out everyday and coming home late, really tired but fun. And my parents was out of town from tues to thurs so i can go out everyday without anybody to nag..hehe:P So no time to update my blog. Was actually going out again today, but postponed my outings with my best frens, i really hope we will be able to go out together:) Went out for lepaks, shopping, baking, pinic and many many more..hee:D Have not got a job for myself yet, so will be finding things to do for the meantime. And i wanna swim so much, rebecca can u come and accompany me for a swim like everyday?hee:P

Will be having a class outing on the first of april, but its still kinda long:(:( I can't wait..haha:P And chalet is stilllllllllll far away...sigh. I have no money now becos my mum dun give me allowance during holidays:(, so i can't shop...arghhhhhh:( So i have to spent my time doing things without having to spend money..haha:p

Had my BTT on monday, and i passed..haha:P Can u believe it?:P
Ok i have to really plan my time really properly now, for the next remaining weeks of holiday i have to spend my time wisely..haha:)

Here are the photos on how i spent my whole week:D Enjoy!!

♥ Baking at Jena's house, in her mum's kitchen :)

Done by Jena and Rebeccca

Cute? By Me (but not the deco):P

♥ Our Outing

Jena's pinky phone -_*

My fav piglet from Rebecca :D

Cute little bear from Jena:D

♥Thanks for the presents gals♥

Camwhoring time...At Esplanade

DANGER! Stay Away!!!

L-O-V-E

WAH~~

Hee :)

Toot -_+

♥ Pinic at Botanic Gardens

YumYum :P

♥ shaped sandwhich

O.0

It's Me!

Wishing upon a tree

♥ Have a happy holiday everyone:D

Byeee

what we could have been, 1:51 PM.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Multi-tasking

Haha, guess what i am doing now, i am watching Boys Before Flowers and studying my BTT..I am crazy eh..haha:P While waiting for the videos to load i would study my BTT, then when its done i will carry on watching..hee:P Thought this korean version was not so good, but after watching, its very good:P And the lead actor Lee Min Ho looks like Jerry Yan.

Rained really heavily just now, and some laundry got wet becos i was too engrossed in the show that i didn't notice how heavy the rain was..hehe:P My mum is so gonna kill me when she get home:( Rain Rain go away, come again another day..hee=]

Lee Min Ho(left) and Jerry Yan(right)

Ok i am gonna get back to my show...

Byeee

what we could have been, 4:39 PM.

Take a bow

Oh, how about a round of applause

Yeah, standing' ovation

Oh oh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now

Standing' outside my house

Trying' to apologize

You're so ugly when you cry

Please, just cut it out

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

Really had me going

But now it's time to go

Curtain's finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining'

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

Oh...

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)

You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on

Talking' about, girl, I love you, you're the one

This just looks like a re-run

Please, what else is on

Oh, and the award for the best liar goes to you

For making me believe that you could be faithful to me

Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause

The show is over now, goodbye...

what we could have been, 12:25 AM.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Will be staying at home today to study for my BTT. It will be on monday, but i haven study yet, so now i gonna chiong.

And something to my friends, chill ok? :D I love all of you <3

Hope to see all of you soon! =]

STOP

and

DO NOT ENTER

...

Byeee

what we could have been, 4:01 PM.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Sealing it all in my heart

Here's the pictures we took on tue, after our exams...hehe:P
Enjoy!!

I will be changing my link soon

i just feel so cheap begging u twice, i just hate myself, i am just so stupid

So i will keep everything wth me, i won't want you see how much i am hurting

I will just watch you walk away, but i will still be standing here, watchng you and waiting for something that will never happen

GoodBye and I LOVE YOU

Byeee

what we could have been, 1:12 PM.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Therapy

Went out with Jena and Rebecca for shopping. Becos i need some therapy and shopping is what i need..haha:P Bought lots of things and the money i saved for the month is GONE!! hahahahaha:P Had fun with both of them today..hee:D Its just the first day of holidays and i dunnoe how to spend the rest of it ...its damn boring. I seriously need a job, should i go for SOS...i dunnoe leh, sigh...ARGHHHHH:(:(

I just feel so cheap i hate myself.Fuck
I love you

Byeee

what we could have been, 11:14 PM.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Holidays are here

Finally exams are over and holidays are here, but i dun like..sigh. No job, means nth to do. Hope there will be lots of outing and lepak sessions with my HA mates. It will be so fun..haha:P Have to study for my BTT too, having the test on mon..i hope i can pass..hee:D HSM was ok today..happy sia..hehe:P

Went suki yaki for lunch cum dinner, was so full and so fun cos we did ice cream ourselves..hee:D I am so tired now...hais:(

I dun wan HK i wan HA back...:(

Byeee

I dunnoe how to go about it anymore. I will just face the reality although i hate it. I will just be contented with what i have now, i have no choice. Just to be able to see makes my day, but its the holidays now, i will miss you. I hope that you will be able to join if we have any day out, i know it will be difficult for you but i just hope you will be there. Just dun push me away.
I love you <3

I will just bear with all the hurt myself, maybe someday my heart will be alive again.
If only a stick will take away 10 years of my life.

what we could have been, 9:12 PM.

Today's the last paper alreadi and it will be the holidays. Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!!!:D
Hope there will be lots of class outings during the holidays<3

I know u feel bad about what u did to me, so y dun you give me and yourself a chance. We broke up just lke that, in a msg, do u know how unfair it is to me? I know i will still get hurt in the end, but still, i want to be with you so much. I know doing this will not make you feel good, i am sorry. But i have never loved or want to lose a person so much before. Please....
And all the best for ur paper today. ILY

what we could have been, 8:46 AM.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Housekeeping is finally over. left with one more paper and i am free, but i have BTT.shit man. The paper was ok today, thank god i studied. But slept at 2 ystd night, just take it as a sacrifice. And i think i have to do the same thing tonight again..haha:P

It just gave me a big blow and i felt like leaving the school just now, i am prepared but i still hold on to just a tiny hope. But as i say, its just a hope that will never come true. Do you know how difficult it is to hold back my tears infront of you? I nearly gave up. Whatever the case i will still feel hurt why not give me a chance to be happy, a chance to show you how much i love you. Will i be the one begging? Do you even know how much i want you. I know that you are still waiting for her but i dun care. And crying becos and for you has alreadi been so easy, i would feel surprised if i didn't instead. If it was my request would you grant it?
I will never find love beautiful anymore, without you, i am incomplete....

what we could have been, 6:48 PM.

Good Morning! :D Exam is today, stayed up till 2 last night to complete my HSK. I am so tired..haha:P Hope its gonna be over soon, i wan holidays!! But what am i going to do for holidays? Rot at home?haha:P Anyway, good luck to all...Jiayou!:D

I just need you, but you may not.
Will you try?

what we could have been, 9:14 AM.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Everything is giving me problems now. WTF!! Why isn't everything going well for me? I feel like crying now. can't seem to get anything right. Not done with my studying yet too.

I seriously dunnoe what to do. Will you ever come back to me? Will you ever be mine again? Will we ever be back together again? What am i going to do if everything turns out negative? I really feel like leaving this place now and forever.Its meaningless. Call me weak stupid or whatever. I just hate this!!

what we could have been, 11:22 PM.

Saturday, March 07, 2009

I am going crazy soon

Went to study at Je library today. Only started studying today, so last minute, but thats me..haha:P So if i fail, its normal, but i dun wan that to happen lah. Thats why i am trying my very best to study and get everything in my head and hope i will be able to understand..haha:P Going to library again tml, have to rush out my resume and cover letter by tml and study the remaining chapters left, but i think won't be able to unless i really sit there for the whole day:P

My parents will be going to gentine again during the holidays, so i will be left at home alone most of the time. Sigh...I seriously need a job, and i hope a group of us will be able to work tgt, cos it will be extremely fun..hee:D

It felt so distant.

what we could have been, 10:52 PM.

Went out with Ruby, Jena, Sihah, Atiqah, David, Bert, Zaki and Ahmad. Went for a walk and lepak. I finally bought my shoes for school and bought two shorts, so i am broke now..haha:P Had fun ystd ! :)

I can't believe i bought a pack ystd, i am crazy i think. Feel so tired ystd and luckily i did not take bus home if not i will surely die..

Our EPS project is finally done!! Its a big load off my chest. But still, exams are not over yet. So i will be studying later, i hope i will be able to finish studying. I know nothing about HSM, if later study liao still dun understand then i will be dead. Anyways Jiayou to everyone:D

I don't know why but I saw unhappiness and anger in ur eyes.

what we could have been, 11:05 AM.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

It just keep appearing, the number 13!!!
I have been seeing the number 13 almost everywhere. Even in the storybooks i have been reading. Why why why???!!! Its scary ok...

what we could have been, 11:37 PM.

I thought love was that simple

Vikki came back from india today..I am so so sooooo happy. Glad she came home safely:D Become prettier too cos she rebonded her hair, can't recognise her when she came in..haha:P And i love the keychain she bought for us too..thanks so much:D Elvin's lesson was crap today, he said he want to give tips but in the end it seems like we have to 'find' it for ourselves...lame sia he. Wanted to pon Saadiah's lesson but our senior's came back to give us a talk, so we had no choice to stay.

Went IMM after that. Ate, walk and talk. Walked pass CC, saw Ricky and Nancy working. Felt like working again, becos they are still there:D But i know there are new staffs and i dun even know who the hell is our manager now..cos never work for about 4 months liao..sigh...Lost touch in everything liao:(:( Sian. I am running out of cash alreadi. Even trying so hard to save now, its not enough. I think i have to forgo food completely man...if only i can. Or the other alternative is to find a super rich man..haha:P As if i can, can i also dun wan ar..hee:P

I ahven done my resume, cover letter and studied for my exam. One word, die..haha:P

Should i? i dunnoe:(
You are the only one i love, till now

Byeee

what we could have been, 7:33 PM.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

I have been seeing bouble imgages these few days, scary sia. What the hell happen to me? Siao liao..haha:P
Have been rushing out the final EPS project these few days, everyone is stressed out and very tired. But its worth it. Tml will be the final presentation Jiayou ok Tofus!! We can do it. And Vicky is coming back tml..I am soo happy, i miss her:(

But there are still things to worrky about, my CV and cover letter is not done yet and i haven study for my exams yet..sigh...HOWHOWHOW????!!!! Arghhh! :( I hate this.

Byeee

what we could have been, 10:50 PM.

Monday, March 02, 2009

Thats what you said

Sick sick sick :(:( I hate it and it is coming back again. I will surely vomit again when i take my medicine...sigh.

The weather is also crazy, it was so hot just now but it look like its gonna rain now,wth-__-" Have to rush out the stupid accounts thingy too, i hope i am able to do it, becos my accounts sucks, really sucks..haha:P Kinda regretted not being interested in that subject..haha:P It will be final presentation for EPS and its gonna be over...wohoo!!hee:D So happy now also no use cos haven over:P And exams are next week..DIE DIE DIE!! So i am gonna put aside my Breaking Dawn first and concentrate on my HSM and HSK, i hope i can:( Then it willl be my BTT.

I can't believe i dreamt about K... ystd and i can't rmb what is it about..haha Dreamt of the wrong person sia....haha:P

The P&L is driving me crazy!!! ARGHHH :(:(

You said you will always be there for me whenever i need you as long as i am happy.

I will never hear the care, concern and reminders from you every hour when i am sick anymore. I am just waiting, waiting for your number to appear on my phone every now and then.

I miss everything about you so much. It just too hard to forget.

Byeee

what we could have been, 5:03 PM.