Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I am not looking forward in anything anymore, i give up - Life sucks
Slept at 3 plus ystd and woke up at 6.30 today, so i slept for 3 hrs onli..haha:P And i was damn sleepy today in class ok and slept in Elvin's class, i am always sleeping in his class one..hehe:P Got spot check today and it was totally unexpected, so suay, hair, shoes and contacts all not appropriate. Got extension, wearing flats and my contacts was blue in colour..stupid sia... Managed to hide my extension and exchanged shoes with Sihah, but my contacts kana caught cosi never bring the case -__- . And i am so pissed just now during the spot check cos Jena showed me something...i was like ok fxxx, y is it always like that...:( God why must you do this?
I am supposed to be at JE library now doing project de but i have to go home cos stomach pain, i don't noe y sia, not only stomach pain, gt one part above my stomach oso pain, cnt strain my right hand now cos i will feel something pulling there..Sorry gals that i am not able to go with u all:(... Played badminton just now and i played badly today, dunnoe y sia..not in a good form today..hehe:P Just received a call from xiao mei and she told me that i am working tml..shit lah..hais..
Never ate anything today sia just drank 3 cups of ice milo..haha:P no good sia...hehe:P And my mum did not cook my dinner so no dinner today for me today, stupid shit. And i am damn fucked up rite now, my mum is talking nonsense again, i did not make u angry it was my stupid sis who did that ok...stop finding fault with mi, wan to die go and die, or u want me to die instead so that u can have some peace? I am already in a bad mood today so stop provoking me or i will just leave.... I am alreadi feeling very stress abt my projects and some other things, can't things change for the better or at least let me have some peace at home? I had enough of everything already....sorry for this stupid post i just wan to vent everything out, but its kinda no use, cos i am still feeling terrible....k i think i am going to library to find Jena and the others...Not going to stay in this stupid house!!!:@
And get well soon Ruby!! :D
Byeee
Someone who lives in my heart...
I should have tried to let go, or i won't be hurting so much now...
Slept at 3 plus ystd and woke up at 6.30 today, so i slept for 3 hrs onli..haha:P And i was damn sleepy today in class ok and slept in Elvin's class, i am always sleeping in his class one..hehe:P Got spot check today and it was totally unexpected, so suay, hair, shoes and contacts all not appropriate. Got extension, wearing flats and my contacts was blue in colour..stupid sia... Managed to hide my extension and exchanged shoes with Sihah, but my contacts kana caught cosi never bring the case -__- . And i am so pissed just now during the spot check cos Jena showed me something...i was like ok fxxx, y is it always like that...:( God why must you do this?
I am supposed to be at JE library now doing project de but i have to go home cos stomach pain, i don't noe y sia, not only stomach pain, gt one part above my stomach oso pain, cnt strain my right hand now cos i will feel something pulling there..Sorry gals that i am not able to go with u all:(... Played badminton just now and i played badly today, dunnoe y sia..not in a good form today..hehe:P Just received a call from xiao mei and she told me that i am working tml..shit lah..hais..
Never ate anything today sia just drank 3 cups of ice milo..haha:P no good sia...hehe:P And my mum did not cook my dinner so no dinner today for me today, stupid shit. And i am damn fucked up rite now, my mum is talking nonsense again, i did not make u angry it was my stupid sis who did that ok...stop finding fault with mi, wan to die go and die, or u want me to die instead so that u can have some peace? I am already in a bad mood today so stop provoking me or i will just leave.... I am alreadi feeling very stress abt my projects and some other things, can't things change for the better or at least let me have some peace at home? I had enough of everything already....sorry for this stupid post i just wan to vent everything out, but its kinda no use, cos i am still feeling terrible....k i think i am going to library to find Jena and the others...Not going to stay in this stupid house!!!:@
And get well soon Ruby!! :D
Byeee
Someone who lives in my heart...
I should have tried to let go, or i won't be hurting so much now...
what we could have been, 5:54 PM.
