Monday, March 09, 2009
Housekeeping is finally over. left with one more paper and i am free, but i have BTT.shit man. The paper was ok today, thank god i studied. But slept at 2 ystd night, just take it as a sacrifice. And i think i have to do the same thing tonight again..haha:P
It just gave me a big blow and i felt like leaving the school just now, i am prepared but i still hold on to just a tiny hope. But as i say, its just a hope that will never come true. Do you know how difficult it is to hold back my tears infront of you? I nearly gave up. Whatever the case i will still feel hurt why not give me a chance to be happy, a chance to show you how much i love you. Will i be the one begging? Do you even know how much i want you. I know that you are still waiting for her but i dun care. And crying becos and for you has alreadi been so easy, i would feel surprised if i didn't instead. If it was my request would you grant it?
I will never find love beautiful anymore, without you, i am incomplete....
It just gave me a big blow and i felt like leaving the school just now, i am prepared but i still hold on to just a tiny hope. But as i say, its just a hope that will never come true. Do you know how difficult it is to hold back my tears infront of you? I nearly gave up. Whatever the case i will still feel hurt why not give me a chance to be happy, a chance to show you how much i love you. Will i be the one begging? Do you even know how much i want you. I know that you are still waiting for her but i dun care. And crying becos and for you has alreadi been so easy, i would feel surprised if i didn't instead. If it was my request would you grant it?
I will never find love beautiful anymore, without you, i am incomplete....
what we could have been, 6:48 PM.
