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Saturday, February 28, 2009

I just wanna say I Love You and I Want You!! <3

Byeee

what we could have been, 11:11 AM.

Friday, February 27, 2009

I hate this!!

Went for a movie with Jena, Sihah, Atiqah,Ahmad, David, Qh, Zaki and Sam. Watched My Bloody Valentine, was a 3D movie, so its my first time watching. The movie plot was ok only, and there are so much gore and there is one scene that is funny and disgusting..haha:P And i feel so stupid becos i paid $13 to make my headache worse. Took 2 panadols(actifast one somemore) but its kinda no use, my head is still aching like hell now:(:( I really hate this feeling man, luckily i never vomit in the bus just now..haha:P

I knew i would be disappointed.

what we could have been, 11:28 PM.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Hope

Chose the 5 hotels i wanted, Fairmont, Swissotel the Stamford, Marriot, Grand Hyatt and Royal Park on Scotts. Wanted to put in Madarin Oriental, but didn't in the end. Too many choices le..haha:P Did practically nothing in school today(like always) then was dismissed early, so went to Vivo with Ruby, Jena, Sihah, Adlina and Ahmad. Kinda regret going cos i was very tired, but after that it was better, becos of the jokes and laughter..hehe:P

Decided to bus home and Adlina and Sihah also took the same bus. And a man practically stared at me frm top to bottom with his eyes wide open in front of me. It was damn scary ok and he didn't even look away when Sihah stared at him. Then he stared at another lady too. Eeeee. Slept in the bus and Sihah missed her stop...haha:P

Will be watching movie with HArians tml...hee:D Hope Ruby and Ayu will be able to make it:)

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3> <3 <3

Went to send Vicky off ystd, she will only be back nxt thurs:(:( I miss her...And i hope she reached there safely. I hope she will be safe and come back quickly. I will pray for her everyday:)
Got irritated by the stupid mrt on the way home, felt like walking out of the train man...
Reached home later becos of that and one idiotic perverted man talked to me on msn, he is so damn disgusting ok.Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew !!!
Some pics we took ystd..

I hope to lose this bet, but its just impossible (Win 100% Lose 0%)
I can only hold on to this "hope" that will never come true
'To be continued...' , will it appear in my love story?
And i miss everything about you

Byeee

what we could have been, 5:52 PM.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Was told to write our resume(cv) today, got the format everything alreadi. I am gonna dig out everything about my cca in secondary school.Rmb when we went through our cca points in sec school, me and my frens who were in SJ got 4 full pages of our achievements...and my classmates were like wth!! hahaha:P But i am lazy to do it. 12 more days to exam but i haven even touch my notes, i am so gonna die!! haha:P Still in the mood to watch movie this friday. But i am still looking forward to it, My Bloody Valentine..hehe:P
The whole class pon SnW today..haha:P Went home straight, rained and i got drenched..haha:P

My brother is so fXXXX rich lah, want to buy another camera, just bought one less than 2 months, then now got new model he want to change...wth-__-"
So, anyone interested to buy?

Ixus 85
(second hand, bought less then 2 months)
Price $378
(8GB, case included)

what we could have been, 6:07 PM.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Can we?

Was slacking the whole day, no lessons,bored. My headaches are coming back again..sigh:(
I kinda forgot what i am going to blog, cos someone disturbed my thoughts...agrhhh..haha:P
Oh ya, didn't see him today, sad leh, was looking around the whole day for him:(:( Continued watching Life as a House during Francis lesson, a nice show and the ending part was sad. But some parts of the movie was crap ok, no sense..haha:P

Our class also decided to book a chalet again instead of going Batam, i am sooo happy lah, becos i loved chalets..hehe:P And
this time its gonna be 4 day 3 nights..Yipee:D:D
I think thats all if there is anything more will update again later:D
Here are few pics taken on the night of our clubbing session...
I want it AGAIN!! haha:P
I need my dinner NOW, I am freaking HUNGRY!!hee:P

I Want You, I miss You and I Love You!!<3

Byeee

Can we still?....i still love u very much

I just dunnoe how to carry on anymore

what we could have been, 6:02 PM.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Dance to the music and move to the beat

I am freaking shagged after ystd's night clubbing. But it was definitely FUN! Went with Ruby, Jena, Atiqah, Hazlan and Suofian(is it spelt correctly?) Went to Power House, drank a bit to let ur heads feel lighter..haha:P And at 11.30 the dance floor was ours..hahaha:P The beer helped. We dance the whole night, till it closes without resting. The feeling is shiok..hehe:P But if my eyes didn't hurt becos of the fucking contacts it will be whole lot better. Everything was good except for some disgusting stalker. Pervert..haha:P
Went to slack and had our breakfast then took the first mrt back. Reached home bathe then onto bed, i have been missing my bed after the clubbing session.haha:P Woke up at 1 plus i think and went back to sleep again and woke up at 7. Was supposed to meet up with the others for a movie, but i am too tired,sorry:)
I can't wait for school on monday, i want to see him again since ystd!!!yeahyeah!!:D
I want another session of this..hee:D
Please don't stop the music...Dum Dum De Dum Dum Dum De Dum Dum :D
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Byeee

what we could have been, 9:25 PM.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Going clubbing later. Told a lie although i don't want to...sigh:(

So now i am still waiting for Ruby to finish her thing at AMK ITE...sian ar...Hope my parents will not come home to soon..haha:P

He's Mine!!! hahaha:P

Byeee

what we could have been, 3:26 PM.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Wanna wish Hakhim a...

Happy Birthday!! :D

Have a great day today and may all ur wishes come true.

Pinky Boy..hee:D

Byeee

Don't resent me when you are feeling empty

what we could have been, 9:55 PM.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Irritated

Happy Birthday Samuel Tan Oh Peng aka Botak Head/Monk!!:P
Someone is finally 18, but still like a kid..haha:P Eh let me touch your head leh, very nice to touch..haha:P
Anyway have a wonderful 18th birthday and may your WSHES come true..hee:D

Had housekeeping phase test today, finally over. Exams are coming but i haven study yet and my BTT date is getting nearer, but i am still so hooked onto my story book...haha:P Have to chiong like always. I am just lazy:P
18 more days to exam and 20 more days to holiday. Can anyone smell the holiday? Hee:D

I feel so irritated by someone idiotic these few days. Really stupid i think, and very pathetic too. Get out of my way lah, stupid ass!! hahahahaha:P

what we could have been, 6:39 PM.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

What exactly is Love?

Heard a weird story from Daryl early in the morning, crap ok...haha:P Too bad he was not feeling well so ddn't come to school..sian:( School was normal today, During break some wrote love quotes on the board. Very sad one somemore..haha:P I like one of the qoutes Ruby wrote. There was no SnW today so we were released early. Went to Vivo with some of them and Hakhim joined us too..hee:D Eat lepak and then Home Sweet Home:) I am starting the last book soon..yay, i want to know what the ending is but i dun want to finish reading so soon:( I am tired....
Having housekeeping phase test tml, wish me luck :D

When You Start To Miss Me, Remember You Were The One Who Let Me Go
Taken from Ruby:D

Byeee

what we could have been, 8:29 PM.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Day <3

It was Valentine's Day ystd, had loads of fun with my dates...hee:D Met up with Jena and Ruby first and went to MSQ. Had lunch at Billy Bombers, yummy and full:) Then Adlina, Sihah, Rebecca, Mira and Ahmad came. Slacked at starbucks for a while then proceed to Esplanade and saw Zaki on the way there with his friends. He came to meet us after that. Lepak till 9 plus i think, never keep track of the time, then we went home.

Yummy!! :P

Hee:D

Ruby, japanese doll :D

Jena :D

How can I decide what's right?

When you're clouding up my mind

Can't win your losing fight all the time

Not gonna ever own what's mine

When you're always taking sides

But you won't take away my pride

No not this time Not this time.

How did we get here?

When I used to know you so well

But how did we get here?

Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes

And it's hanging on your tongue

Just boiling in my blood,

But you think that I can't see

What kind of man that you are

If you're a man at all.

Well, I will figure this one out on my own

(I'm screaming "I love you so..." but my thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?

When I used to know you so well

How did we get here?

Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?

We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

Do you see what we've done?

We're gonna make such fools of ourselves yey-e-yeah-eah!!!!

How did we get here?

When I used to know you so well yeah

YEAH How did we get here?

When I used to know you so well I think I know I think I know

There is something I see in you

It might kill me I want it to be true

Byeee

what we could have been, 7:59 PM.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Breaking Dawn

When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. If your life was all you had to give, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?

Taken from Breaking Dawn:D

Its TGIF today and had a hunk and babe contest. All of us went to support Mira and Mansur and it was fun, all the cheering and shouting. And they did HA proud, Mira won the title and Mansur got third..hee:D Congratulations!! There was also a performance done ny a band, and they sang Decode, its very nice, except for the singer, ruined the song -__-

But we did enjoy the whole thing..hee:D

Cute right? Hee:D

Chocolates :D

Byeee

what we could have been, 10:58 PM.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Got pissed early in the morning, woke up late, then kana scolded by my brother and everything just went wrong...sian. I just cannot take it.

Slacked in school like always and we had 2 hrs break today. Saw some magics performed by the magician, and i saw through some of his tricks...haha:P Had lifeskills presentation and i am glad it has finally ended. Passed up our DnD proposal too. Now left with Entrepreneurship.

Its my brother's birthday today, thought about what he had done today, i am so angry with him. But when he came home from work just now, he went back to normal..haha:P As if he is suffering from some mental illness or wat...but i kinda think so leh...hehe:p He turned 24 today but still as childish, playful and crazy. Hope he will 'grow up soon :p Went for dinner and came home after that.

I have been dragging my feet to school these few days, tired...and i am having my headaches everyday, it sucks. And my eyes are irritating...sigh:(:(

Byeee

what we could have been, 8:27 PM.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Seriously tired

First..
Happy Birthday Rebecca!!!!
Stop saying u are old, u are growing up to be more matured instead ok..haha
And i hope that you will like the presents and the suprise we gave u. May all your wishes come true to..hee:P

Its just the third day of the week and i am really tired. Running here and there doing this and that, and my frequent headaches made it worse. More things are coming also, and i hope i will be able to cope. Jiayou..haha:p Lame. Tml will be my brother's 24 birthday...fast sia..haha.

Watch Jackass in class just now, and i feel that the guys are really crazy man. Its like risking their life. But it was very funny..hahahaha:P

Ok dun really have the mood to blog, moody..haha:p Going back to my project.

ok Byeee

what we could have been, 7:56 PM.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Never Think

I should never think

What's in your heart

What's in our home

It's all I want

You'll learn to hate me

But still you call me baby

Oh Love

So call me by my name

And save your soul

Save your soul

Before you're too far gone

Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide where

She'll lie in the end

I ain't got no fight in me

In this whole damn world

Tell you to hold off

You choose to hold on

It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on

I'm coming out of this all wrong

She's standing outside holding me

Saying oh please

I'm in love

Girl save your soul

Go on save your soul

Before it's too far gone

And before nothing can be done

'Cause without me

You got it all So hold on

Without me you got it all

So hold on Without me you got it all

Without me you got it all

So hold on

Without me you got it all

So hold on

Without me you got it all

So hold on Hold on

By Robert Pattinson <3

what we could have been, 9:13 PM.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

For Sale!!

Brand new IPod Nano for sale

Silver in colour, 4GB at $180

Price is still negotiable

Anyone interested? Contact me :D

**My friends only..hehe:P

what we could have been, 10:29 PM.

Friday, February 06, 2009

A day at Changi Airport

No school today, but still have to wake up early becos tofus are going to Changi Airport to do our survey. Was supposed to meet at 9 but i overslept and was late, i just couldn't pull myself up from bed...hehe:P Mrted there, a long journey. Its been so many years since i stepped into changi airport. It was quiet and very little people there. Went to the transit hotel, Crowne Plaza to have a look. Nice ambience and quite cosy becos it was quite small.
After that we walked here and there, from T1 to T2 then to T3...to and fro many times because there were not amny tourists there..haha:P It was fun when we were there, and one of the tourist nearly freak me out when i ask him to do the survey, when he looked up at me, his eyes was like staring at me, but actually he was quite nice and polite as he offered me to sit down and asked for my name...hee:)

Left at 4 plus to meet Ruby and i was tired becos we were all walking here and there. Went to msq for our dinner and lepak. Then left at 8 plus. Have to wake up early tml again, have to go amk..sian...Always sleepy and tired..haha:P
Found out that there was nothing wrong with my contacts although they were expired, i think there is something wrong with my eyes instead...die, will i go blind? scared leh:(

what we could have been, 10:48 PM.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Finally

School was the same today, slacking all the way and reading New Moon all the way. Finishing soon and it is getting very exciting, but too bad the third book is not out yet...sigh. Had SnW today, went to gym and played bball, just shooting only..haha:P Was torturing myself only, got headache still play in the sun, never die before..haha:P

And finally to 2 things. First i finally registered myself for my BTT, been saying it from last year sia..haha. And thanks to Taufiq, Ruby, Jena, Vicky and me registered successfully, becos we seriously dunnoe what to do. And i owe him a ice milo, kanasai...haha:P

Second, finally, i am seriously and really getting him out of my life!!! And i am seriously stupid, thinking of all the impossible and thought he will change...but too bad. Although its impossible to get him right out of my mind right now this minute and i have been saying it lots of times, but this time i am sure. From 13 August to 26 September 2008 will be my past. And you, B will also be my past.
Someone said that i had many first times in 2008, like getting into a relationship and ......., the starting is bad but i still hope that things will turn out better.

Byeee

what we could have been, 9:36 PM.

Monday, February 02, 2009

Shock

Its now 8.56pm and i have just woke up from my beauty sleep. Slept like a pig and thats why i am just having my dinner now..haha:P Having a freaking headache too, shit. I can alreadi sense it coming when i was in school just now, but too bad the short nap didn't make it go away, instead it got worse...sian.

Anyway, school was still as slack as always.Wasn't my turn to do the phase test and found out that i have to do presentation tml but i have done nothing...hahahaha..what a joke, i must be crazy. But luckily Ms Saadiah pushed it back to next week. Then after school, Hakhim shocked me with something, and i dunnoe why i was so shock, i mean my heart was beating damn fast lah. But i trust him, he will keep it:)

Back to my dinner...

Byeee

what we could have been, 8:56 PM.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

New Moon

For Bella Swan, there is something more important than life itself : Edward Cullen

I am very addicted to this book now, reading it whenever i am free and i think i am gonna finish it soon...too soon. Becos if i finish it, i will not have anything to read anymore, as Eclipse and Breaking Dawn is not out yet. I hope they will have the stock soon.Hee:) I don't want to finish reading it soon, but once i open the book i will read on and on, i will never stop. These few days i have been going out if not i would alreadi have finished reading..haha

One more week is going to be over, school starting tml and there is housekeeping phase test. And cny will be over in a week. Sigh...
Time is ticking away....
Stay that way

what we could have been, 9:32 PM.