Thursday, January 29, 2009
It just came back
Today was kinda a bad and moody day for me. Read new moon in the class and everything came back, flashing through my mind when i was reading chapter 3. I tried hard to shake it away, but it just won't go away. And it just made my mood bad. Was going to have a fucking presentation, and i dun even want to talk. And i know i did badly, some things added to it too and i nearly blasted out. Fuck Off!!!! thats what i wan to say, i am just freaking pissed. So my whole day at school was ruined. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
After school i decided to go my aunty's house, my parents were already there so i have to go there myself. Took a bus there, i just love long rides..haha. Reach there at about 6 plus, played mahjong for a little while and we all went for our dinner. Food was nice, and i am freaking full but the restaurant blacked out 4 times -__-
Home sweet home after that, i am tired.
Tears just flowed down when everything came back, i can't believe, i hate myself. fuck
Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches ang dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
Byeee
Today was kinda a bad and moody day for me. Read new moon in the class and everything came back, flashing through my mind when i was reading chapter 3. I tried hard to shake it away, but it just won't go away. And it just made my mood bad. Was going to have a fucking presentation, and i dun even want to talk. And i know i did badly, some things added to it too and i nearly blasted out. Fuck Off!!!! thats what i wan to say, i am just freaking pissed. So my whole day at school was ruined. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
After school i decided to go my aunty's house, my parents were already there so i have to go there myself. Took a bus there, i just love long rides..haha. Reach there at about 6 plus, played mahjong for a little while and we all went for our dinner. Food was nice, and i am freaking full but the restaurant blacked out 4 times -__-
Home sweet home after that, i am tired.
Tears just flowed down when everything came back, i can't believe, i hate myself. fuck
Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches ang dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
Byeee
what we could have been, 9:21 PM.
