Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Please take me away from this ugly world
My head feel so heavy early in the morning and got a headache:( Ruin my mood early in the morning. Everything dun seem right today, the pain came back again. Some thing seems to be pulling and straining at the left side of my chest, it hurts when i laugh and even breathe...What the hell is happening? Hope its nothing if not i will surely die..hehe:P hmm..not a bad idea after all.
After school went to IMM with Jena, Sihah, Huixian, Nani and Samuel. Went to walk around and slack ard. Samuel went home first cos his eyes pain, then the few of us just walked ard again, walked so many rounds..hehe:P Then abt 6 plus parted with Sihah and Huixian and then we went home. Slept in the bus again..haha:p I feel so tired today. ok thats all ba, nth to say le...
Byeee
This is to you, i just dunnoe what to say, sometimes i really want to just walk up to you and ask u wat are u thinking and doing. I just want to give you a slap and ask u to wake up, please look carefully. The truth speaks for itself, ya not everyone is good, everyone has a bad side, i should say. And including me, i am bad. Now i only have a request, if u feel bad for what u have done just do me a favour, Please, please look carefully, and dun side anyone, dun be involved. I just dun wan u to get hurt. I am speaking frm the bottom of my heart,thats all i can do, listen or just shrug it off its up to you.
Are ppl like me always in the wrong,i noe i am not comparable to ppl who are beautiful, and i noe my limits. I am just tired of everything now, sometimes i really think that leaving this world is the only way to end all the suffering i am feeling now. Its so easy, just one word 'Goodbye' and thats enough. I will be free and maybe happy?definitely happier than now:D ILY
My head feel so heavy early in the morning and got a headache:( Ruin my mood early in the morning. Everything dun seem right today, the pain came back again. Some thing seems to be pulling and straining at the left side of my chest, it hurts when i laugh and even breathe...What the hell is happening? Hope its nothing if not i will surely die..hehe:P hmm..not a bad idea after all.
After school went to IMM with Jena, Sihah, Huixian, Nani and Samuel. Went to walk around and slack ard. Samuel went home first cos his eyes pain, then the few of us just walked ard again, walked so many rounds..hehe:P Then abt 6 plus parted with Sihah and Huixian and then we went home. Slept in the bus again..haha:p I feel so tired today. ok thats all ba, nth to say le...
Byeee
This is to you, i just dunnoe what to say, sometimes i really want to just walk up to you and ask u wat are u thinking and doing. I just want to give you a slap and ask u to wake up, please look carefully. The truth speaks for itself, ya not everyone is good, everyone has a bad side, i should say. And including me, i am bad. Now i only have a request, if u feel bad for what u have done just do me a favour, Please, please look carefully, and dun side anyone, dun be involved. I just dun wan u to get hurt. I am speaking frm the bottom of my heart,thats all i can do, listen or just shrug it off its up to you.
Are ppl like me always in the wrong,i noe i am not comparable to ppl who are beautiful, and i noe my limits. I am just tired of everything now, sometimes i really think that leaving this world is the only way to end all the suffering i am feeling now. Its so easy, just one word 'Goodbye' and thats enough. I will be free and maybe happy?definitely happier than now:D ILY
what we could have been, 7:47 PM.
