Friday, November 07, 2008
Let logic take over my emotions
Its TGIF today but too bad Jena and Ruby have to work so cnt go out..So me and Juan went out together, chan couldn't join us today cos she not free...Bused to Vivo,after reaching we parted with Ruby and Jena cos they going to u know ya, juan dun like so we went shopping:D We were just walking ard looking at clothes..i wan to buy a dress!!! Found one and it is quite nice but it cost like $60? so ex so never buy:( Nvm go other place find again...haha...And this month going clubbing..looking forward:P We left Vivo at about 5 plus cos we want to avoid the peak period, if not the bus will be very cram..i dun like.
Then we decided to go west mall. Went to face shop and look around..Initially i only wanted to buy the white mud thingy, cos Atiqah say its quite good, but bought alot of other things too. Like toner bla bla bla...Spent quite alot on those, but its ok cos i need to take care of my face and need to take care of my complexion:D Need to be more pretty leh, now must take care cos nxt time go attachment must be presentable:)hehe...I need to slim down oso...i will try harder now, its not becos of other ppl but myself, i want to be more confident of myself:D
Let logic take over my emotions, this is what someone told me. I agree, i will do it and in time i will be able to forget him and stop loving him..I am sure i can do it, i am just torturing myself if i dun forget him, so let go:D I will just keep the good memories behind my head, it will only be for reminiscing. Throw away the bad ones and start anew. And find someone who will love me for who i am and love me with all his heart. Ya once bitten and i am shy but i still have to move on, i am not gonna let this thing pull me down, never. And from today onwards i am going to take off my mask and show my true emotions, no more faking anything infront of him anymore, i am going to laugh and cry without faking and be myself again...This is a day i have been looking forward to and i am glad that i have finally took a step in front although its just a small step but i will still continue until i walk out of this problem...I will for the sake of myself and those who are supporting me:D
I CAN DO IT!!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!
Going to Esplanade tml with Tofus to do our project and have to wake up very early sia..but nvm for our project i will do it..Jiayou ok Tofus, we are going to do very well for all of our projects. Although the projects are stressing us but tgt we can do it:D
Byeee
Goodbye...I have taken a step forward and i am not gonna look back:D
Its TGIF today but too bad Jena and Ruby have to work so cnt go out..So me and Juan went out together, chan couldn't join us today cos she not free...Bused to Vivo,after reaching we parted with Ruby and Jena cos they going to u know ya, juan dun like so we went shopping:D We were just walking ard looking at clothes..i wan to buy a dress!!! Found one and it is quite nice but it cost like $60? so ex so never buy:( Nvm go other place find again...haha...And this month going clubbing..looking forward:P We left Vivo at about 5 plus cos we want to avoid the peak period, if not the bus will be very cram..i dun like.
Then we decided to go west mall. Went to face shop and look around..Initially i only wanted to buy the white mud thingy, cos Atiqah say its quite good, but bought alot of other things too. Like toner bla bla bla...Spent quite alot on those, but its ok cos i need to take care of my face and need to take care of my complexion:D Need to be more pretty leh, now must take care cos nxt time go attachment must be presentable:)hehe...I need to slim down oso...i will try harder now, its not becos of other ppl but myself, i want to be more confident of myself:D
Let logic take over my emotions, this is what someone told me. I agree, i will do it and in time i will be able to forget him and stop loving him..I am sure i can do it, i am just torturing myself if i dun forget him, so let go:D I will just keep the good memories behind my head, it will only be for reminiscing. Throw away the bad ones and start anew. And find someone who will love me for who i am and love me with all his heart. Ya once bitten and i am shy but i still have to move on, i am not gonna let this thing pull me down, never. And from today onwards i am going to take off my mask and show my true emotions, no more faking anything infront of him anymore, i am going to laugh and cry without faking and be myself again...This is a day i have been looking forward to and i am glad that i have finally took a step in front although its just a small step but i will still continue until i walk out of this problem...I will for the sake of myself and those who are supporting me:D
I CAN DO IT!!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!
Going to Esplanade tml with Tofus to do our project and have to wake up very early sia..but nvm for our project i will do it..Jiayou ok Tofus, we are going to do very well for all of our projects. Although the projects are stressing us but tgt we can do it:D
Byeee
Goodbye...I have taken a step forward and i am not gonna look back:D
what we could have been, 9:57 PM.
