Monday, November 24, 2008
I just want a quiet life
I am just too tired to carry on, its a double blow to me. I just hope everything will just come to a fullstop, its just too much for me to take it, ya, i am weak. Things now are all going the wrong way, and more problems arise. PLEASE STOP!!! If not leave me out of it, leave me alone. I am not going to care anymore. I don't have the strength to carry on like this anymore. I just want a quiet and peaceful life, thats all i am asking for, and i will be grateful. Things have alreadi come to this point and i know it will never change for the better but i still hold on to that hope that everything will be back to normal. And everyone's life will be better than now.
What can i do to make myself forget everything? What can i do to let myself be free of all this? And i only thought of 1 way. I feel that it is the only way to end this struggle inside me. And maybe if things really goes out of hand this will be my way of escaping. It will be The End.
I am just too tired to carry on, its a double blow to me. I just hope everything will just come to a fullstop, its just too much for me to take it, ya, i am weak. Things now are all going the wrong way, and more problems arise. PLEASE STOP!!! If not leave me out of it, leave me alone. I am not going to care anymore. I don't have the strength to carry on like this anymore. I just want a quiet and peaceful life, thats all i am asking for, and i will be grateful. Things have alreadi come to this point and i know it will never change for the better but i still hold on to that hope that everything will be back to normal. And everyone's life will be better than now.
What can i do to make myself forget everything? What can i do to let myself be free of all this? And i only thought of 1 way. I feel that it is the only way to end this struggle inside me. And maybe if things really goes out of hand this will be my way of escaping. It will be The End.
Goodbye
Just take me away, faraway from this ugly world, to a place where i will be able to start anew and forget EVERYTHING. Is xxxxx the only way?
what we could have been, 5:55 PM.
