Sunday, October 05, 2008
Random...
I really don't how can one treat love as a plaything...i really don't....i didn't notice what she wrote about him last time, what really happened between them, but ystd i read everything...all her feelings during that time. And now i understood how she was feeling during that period, her heart must be hurting very much and bleeding every minute and every second...i can feel it..
i just realised but its abit too late..now another girl is hurt again. And this left a really big scar on the both of them, which will be there forever i think... They will never believe a guy and commit themselves into a relationship that easily anymore...it will never be the same anymore. They once put all their heart and time into the relationship, loving him more than she loves herself, putting him in the first place and don't mind getting hurt by him sometimes. But what they get in return is a broken heart, a memory that they will never ever forget and will haunt them forever...
Love is blind, thats what people always say...when u are in love. Everything about the other half is good, even when your friends kept hinting you that he is not a good guy or that he is not guy for you, you would still choose not to listen or care and believe him...Just 3 words 'I love you' from him and everything your friends said(more than a thousand sentences) will not matter anymore...And you will choose to believe him and stay by his side...
No matter how hard we try to forget and try to live happily again will not turn back anything anymore, we couldn't turn back the clock and stop things from happening or at least try to minimise the hurt we will get....Love is beautiful but break ups are ugly....how much effort we put in will be gone in just seconds when the words break up are mentioned...and he will move on without you, leaving you hanging there, crying and trying to find ways to get back together again. Because she really love him very much, more than she loves herself...and couldn;t bear to lose him
But its no use, he won't bother about you anymore..looking and caring about another girl now...so what we can do is to try to forget about him...but can we really do that, erasing him totally from our memory, can we? Thats the question i have been asking myself. Why can't i hate him like the others did, i just don't know why, why i don't feel the hatred even when he did such things to me..It would be easier for me to forget him and not hold on to any more hopes if i hate him....can someone do something to make me hate him...please...
i don't want to hold on to this anymore, its very tiring. I just want to carry on my life like before, without any bad memories, without any sadness and the scar that now remains in my heart. I really hope that time will really heal all wounds, and maybe my wounds will also heal as time goes by, but it will never heal completely...
But i will still hold on to the hope that i will find the right one, the one who will love me for who i am and there will be no more lies...you too will, dun be afraid to love again when you meet the right one or you feel that he is the right one for you. Let's not bother about that guy who hurt us so much, we should move on and live a better life than him, show him that he is out of our life forever, he don't deserve our love....
I just can't believe that you will hurt a girl's heart so badly, and i didn't know that you are such a heartless person....does a status(single or attached) matter so much to you, much more important than a girl's heart? Even if she is just a substitute to you, you don't have to play with her, and in the first place you shouldn't promise her anything if you don't love her from the start, as you will never fulfill it and you will never put your heart into the relationship....so why start in the first place? Please don't hurt anyone anymore...
And to the person who i force to say out the truth, i am very sorry, if not for me you will not lose a friend...i am really sorry as i was too anxious and did not think of the consequences, hope you will not take it to heart and hope you and him will get better, and i won't blame you for keeping the truth from me...we will still be friends:D
ps.sorry if the words are too small, because i did it on purpose:P
I really don't how can one treat love as a plaything...i really don't....i didn't notice what she wrote about him last time, what really happened between them, but ystd i read everything...all her feelings during that time. And now i understood how she was feeling during that period, her heart must be hurting very much and bleeding every minute and every second...i can feel it..
i just realised but its abit too late..now another girl is hurt again. And this left a really big scar on the both of them, which will be there forever i think... They will never believe a guy and commit themselves into a relationship that easily anymore...it will never be the same anymore. They once put all their heart and time into the relationship, loving him more than she loves herself, putting him in the first place and don't mind getting hurt by him sometimes. But what they get in return is a broken heart, a memory that they will never ever forget and will haunt them forever...
Love is blind, thats what people always say...when u are in love. Everything about the other half is good, even when your friends kept hinting you that he is not a good guy or that he is not guy for you, you would still choose not to listen or care and believe him...Just 3 words 'I love you' from him and everything your friends said(more than a thousand sentences) will not matter anymore...And you will choose to believe him and stay by his side...
No matter how hard we try to forget and try to live happily again will not turn back anything anymore, we couldn't turn back the clock and stop things from happening or at least try to minimise the hurt we will get....Love is beautiful but break ups are ugly....how much effort we put in will be gone in just seconds when the words break up are mentioned...and he will move on without you, leaving you hanging there, crying and trying to find ways to get back together again. Because she really love him very much, more than she loves herself...and couldn;t bear to lose him
But its no use, he won't bother about you anymore..looking and caring about another girl now...so what we can do is to try to forget about him...but can we really do that, erasing him totally from our memory, can we? Thats the question i have been asking myself. Why can't i hate him like the others did, i just don't know why, why i don't feel the hatred even when he did such things to me..It would be easier for me to forget him and not hold on to any more hopes if i hate him....can someone do something to make me hate him...please...
i don't want to hold on to this anymore, its very tiring. I just want to carry on my life like before, without any bad memories, without any sadness and the scar that now remains in my heart. I really hope that time will really heal all wounds, and maybe my wounds will also heal as time goes by, but it will never heal completely...
But i will still hold on to the hope that i will find the right one, the one who will love me for who i am and there will be no more lies...you too will, dun be afraid to love again when you meet the right one or you feel that he is the right one for you. Let's not bother about that guy who hurt us so much, we should move on and live a better life than him, show him that he is out of our life forever, he don't deserve our love....
I just can't believe that you will hurt a girl's heart so badly, and i didn't know that you are such a heartless person....does a status(single or attached) matter so much to you, much more important than a girl's heart? Even if she is just a substitute to you, you don't have to play with her, and in the first place you shouldn't promise her anything if you don't love her from the start, as you will never fulfill it and you will never put your heart into the relationship....so why start in the first place? Please don't hurt anyone anymore...
And to the person who i force to say out the truth, i am very sorry, if not for me you will not lose a friend...i am really sorry as i was too anxious and did not think of the consequences, hope you will not take it to heart and hope you and him will get better, and i won't blame you for keeping the truth from me...we will still be friends:D
ps.sorry if the words are too small, because i did it on purpose:P
what we could have been, 11:05 PM.
