Sunday, October 26, 2008
I just want a peaceful life at home
Can't i have a peaceful life at home? Why can't my family be like the others living in harmony? I really hate it, why must we keep quarelling and making each other angry. Now my fucking brother is blasting his music, no peace. Everytime i would have the urge to just walk out of my house and never come back again, maybe everything will be better and my life will be quiet. I really can go crazy. Sometimes i wonder will everything be better if i don't have a family or if i never existed in this world... Maybe it will...Why must they keep on talking about dying this kind of stuff and i feel like telling them that i think it would be better if i am the one to die first, i am just tired of it...
I really don't know how to go on...
Can't i have a peaceful life at home? Why can't my family be like the others living in harmony? I really hate it, why must we keep quarelling and making each other angry. Now my fucking brother is blasting his music, no peace. Everytime i would have the urge to just walk out of my house and never come back again, maybe everything will be better and my life will be quiet. I really can go crazy. Sometimes i wonder will everything be better if i don't have a family or if i never existed in this world... Maybe it will...Why must they keep on talking about dying this kind of stuff and i feel like telling them that i think it would be better if i am the one to die first, i am just tired of it...
I really don't know how to go on...
what we could have been, 3:28 PM.
