Thursday, October 23, 2008
Disappointment
Once again i am disappointed by guys, something happened ystd, it remind me of me and him again and a question came to my mind, why are guys so heartless and why must they do something like this to a girl? I broke down ystd again, this time in front of my best fren, i can't control so i just cried. I know i shouldn't have as it was not the time to. i am sorry but what happened ystd really brought back the pain. Ystd was a very tiring and scary day ok, so many things happened in just a few hours. If we are unlucky ystd something would happen to me and juan and i still shudder when i thought of it. Anyway thank you David and Kaya for coming ystd although it was quite late le, sorry leh becos the both of you come for nothing and it was a wasted trip..haha:p But really grateful that the both of u came when u did not even noe what happened cos i am really scared at that time so i could not speak clearly, sorry:)I wanted to call him but i hesitated as i mean nothing to him anymore so its no use and it was quite late already, i doubt he can come out. But at that time i really hope the person who will come to console me is him as i know i will be safe in his arms, my wishful thinking indeed, i can only dream..
Was in no mood to study today and i just selpt through Mr Elvin's class. Sorry Tofus for having that black face all morning, i just can't make myself smile and my happy mask just can't seem to stay fixed on my face. But i feel better now:) After school went to have dinner at JE then went to library to do our research. We now have 3 big projects on hand and i don't know how are we going to finsh it as we have to work, but we will try our best to finish everything. For the sake of this term's grade. And i believe we tofus will be able to do it:D Jiayou ok:D Left the library at 8 plus and it was raining so heavily, but luckily i called my dad to fetch mi..haha:p
Rebecca, remember what i told u ok, dun feel bad for what happened today. All of us will have our different views and sometimes we have to express our ideas and shre as a group too. We still love you ok:D
And Ruby Good Luck for your paper tomorrow, do your best OK!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! :D
To that bastard, if i find out that you do somthing wrong again, the both of us will not let you off, this is the last chance one more nonsense from u, you will get it from me and i will screw you. And i swear that you will never have a good time after that. A bastard like you dun deserve her ok..fuxx you..
Byeee!!
I can only dream of the impossible
Once again i am disappointed by guys, something happened ystd, it remind me of me and him again and a question came to my mind, why are guys so heartless and why must they do something like this to a girl? I broke down ystd again, this time in front of my best fren, i can't control so i just cried. I know i shouldn't have as it was not the time to. i am sorry but what happened ystd really brought back the pain. Ystd was a very tiring and scary day ok, so many things happened in just a few hours. If we are unlucky ystd something would happen to me and juan and i still shudder when i thought of it. Anyway thank you David and Kaya for coming ystd although it was quite late le, sorry leh becos the both of you come for nothing and it was a wasted trip..haha:p But really grateful that the both of u came when u did not even noe what happened cos i am really scared at that time so i could not speak clearly, sorry:)I wanted to call him but i hesitated as i mean nothing to him anymore so its no use and it was quite late already, i doubt he can come out. But at that time i really hope the person who will come to console me is him as i know i will be safe in his arms, my wishful thinking indeed, i can only dream..
Was in no mood to study today and i just selpt through Mr Elvin's class. Sorry Tofus for having that black face all morning, i just can't make myself smile and my happy mask just can't seem to stay fixed on my face. But i feel better now:) After school went to have dinner at JE then went to library to do our research. We now have 3 big projects on hand and i don't know how are we going to finsh it as we have to work, but we will try our best to finish everything. For the sake of this term's grade. And i believe we tofus will be able to do it:D Jiayou ok:D Left the library at 8 plus and it was raining so heavily, but luckily i called my dad to fetch mi..haha:p
Rebecca, remember what i told u ok, dun feel bad for what happened today. All of us will have our different views and sometimes we have to express our ideas and shre as a group too. We still love you ok:D
And Ruby Good Luck for your paper tomorrow, do your best OK!!! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! :D
To that bastard, if i find out that you do somthing wrong again, the both of us will not let you off, this is the last chance one more nonsense from u, you will get it from me and i will screw you. And i swear that you will never have a good time after that. A bastard like you dun deserve her ok..fuxx you..
Byeee!!
I can only dream of the impossible
what we could have been, 9:42 PM.
