Saturday, October 18, 2008
Boring Day
Its saturday and i am at home...great -__-..haha:P Was in front of my lappy the whole day, and i think my eyes is going to pop out..hehe:p Anyway never go out also good, having sore throat, so dun want to talk..haha. Having backache also, i am having more backaches recently i also dunnoe y...pain leh:( Old liao..haha:P
I am hooked onto this song called Selfish by N sync, Jena recomend one..hehe:P Very nice song, i love it esp the lyrics...:D As some of it really say out my thoughts and feelings...:) Nothing much today..I only hope Monday will come soon cos i will be able to see my Tofus and Juan...They are the ones who keep me going in school and make me look forward to school everyday, without them i dun think i will be going to school, cos i dread going to school nowadays as the whole mood has changed and although this is only the first week of school, the timetables, lectures and projects are already weighing me down, i hope i will be able to cope and get better results this semester:) I really want to graduate out of ITE with good results, get a good job earn enough money to realize my dream.
I really hope i can keep myself going, i don't know why i am this weak and why i haven get over him. My feelings are still the same, i really don't know why. I want to forget him fast so that i can live my life happily again but at the same time i dun want to, i know i will be the only one suffering if i still hold on to it like a stupid fool, but too bad i just can't move on just like that, i am just weak at this kind of things... I feel like a fool now... What is love? Can i really find love or true love again? Will i still believe in love? I am already scared, once is enough. i dun feel that love is beautiful anymore because like people, feelings will change too. I don't want to experience the same thing again, its hell.......and i hate it cos pain and sadness is the only thing i will experience...
I am scared to love again
All i want is your love
Its saturday and i am at home...great -__-..haha:P Was in front of my lappy the whole day, and i think my eyes is going to pop out..hehe:p Anyway never go out also good, having sore throat, so dun want to talk..haha. Having backache also, i am having more backaches recently i also dunnoe y...pain leh:( Old liao..haha:P
I am hooked onto this song called Selfish by N sync, Jena recomend one..hehe:P Very nice song, i love it esp the lyrics...:D As some of it really say out my thoughts and feelings...:) Nothing much today..I only hope Monday will come soon cos i will be able to see my Tofus and Juan...They are the ones who keep me going in school and make me look forward to school everyday, without them i dun think i will be going to school, cos i dread going to school nowadays as the whole mood has changed and although this is only the first week of school, the timetables, lectures and projects are already weighing me down, i hope i will be able to cope and get better results this semester:) I really want to graduate out of ITE with good results, get a good job earn enough money to realize my dream.
I really hope i can keep myself going, i don't know why i am this weak and why i haven get over him. My feelings are still the same, i really don't know why. I want to forget him fast so that i can live my life happily again but at the same time i dun want to, i know i will be the only one suffering if i still hold on to it like a stupid fool, but too bad i just can't move on just like that, i am just weak at this kind of things... I feel like a fool now... What is love? Can i really find love or true love again? Will i still believe in love? I am already scared, once is enough. i dun feel that love is beautiful anymore because like people, feelings will change too. I don't want to experience the same thing again, its hell.......and i hate it cos pain and sadness is the only thing i will experience...
I am scared to love again
All i want is your love
what we could have been, 7:26 PM.
